optimism is a revolutionary act...

six months later...

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 08:34:15 GMT

oh wow... i can't believe i'm actually updating this thing! it's been idle for six months now. i'm on to college now. its such a different feeling. i'm excited, yet incredibly scared. i'm on to a school where i used to swear i would never attend and yet, (by force) i found out i think it's exactly where i should be. (WOOP WOOP LMU!)

crazy how things work out! we'll see if i actually start using this again!
DAMN YOU MYSPACE!!!

okay this is a long while in the making... but here are formal pictures!!

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 07:34:43 GMT

pre formal photo

me and thomas...(he's hot stuff huh?)

me and my papi

oh to be that straw...

stacy and bob! (word up!)

olivia and stacy... god i love this picture...

olivia looks so asian!!!!

lauren and adam

me and olivia (both looking particularly awkward)

marie looks lovely i look scared! haha

me and katie!!!!!!!! hahaha gotta love her face!

all up in our face!

awwww jake and jackie!

@ denny's

olivia and sergio

stacy from across the way!

a tired olivia

thomas in my fur!

fun times... fun times!

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 07:00:53 GMT

do people still read this?

do you see that? 5:12AM

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 13:09:54 GMT

god dammit... nap 1:32-2:43am... and that's what i'm living on... that's what i have to live on the entire day... i apologize in advance... if i snap at you, don't listen you, or piss you off today this is why...

its religion for fuck's sake!

older men?

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 07:49:49 GMT

is it odd that i kinda sorta find myself weirdly attracted to a 38 year old artist?!?!?! is that okay? despite the fact that its illegal... is something wrong with me? at first i was completely awestruck and inspired by his art... now i find myself... looking at him in a different light... (oi!)

faces of hope... that's what he calls them... aren't they amazing...

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 05:42:53 GMT

god i hate this week
so so so much to do so little time...

what the major crampage?!?!?

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 21:23:10 GMT

omg...
i hate cramps!!! </size>

i know i know, all you girls are like "shut the fuck up, laura!" i'm a big baby! well geez, i'm not used to all this caca... and having a baby... oh hell no... haha!

besides that... life is weird at the present moment! i'm super pissed/depressed that bush won! i have no idea what to do with my anger...

oi! um... continue praying for my dad... op is on november 19...

uh... college sucks you all know it!

ms. averill kinda sucks because does she realize all the shit all the seniors
have to do!!!

fuck it... what's the use complaining...

p.s. did i mention i hate cramps!

melissa vasquez is oh sOoOo cool...

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 04:34:58 GMT

that's right.. melissa is at my house right now!!! subway... saved later...

to do list...

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 05:49:13 GMT

write college essay
study for sat 2
start filling in applications
-georgetown
-columbia
-new york university
-boston college
-harvard
-university of southern california
-stanford
-university of san francisco
-loyola marymount university
-occidental college
-cal state los angeles
-cal state long beach
apply for scholarships
kill self over sat 1 score (i know i'm not gonna like it, college board is down, thank god)
tell ms platz i'm not going to hmc this year
ask ms. melieste for a recommendation + correct essay

god i think that's it...

p.s. my dad's operation is on monday 85% chance i'm not going to school... please pray thanks!!!

thanks chuck... reporting here at the bottom of the mountain...

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 19:49:15 GMT

so woah... kairos is over... god damn... that was quick...
my bitchy computer doesn't want to upload the pictures... but as soon as i get it to work... i'll post the astro pictures i took up there...

wow... that was a pretty intense and emotional ride! god damn what the real life degrassi? haha!

i just wanted to say for all of you seniors... i want to THANK YOU so much for the overwhelming and tremendous LOVE and SUPPORT you showed me up there! it was amazing and made me feel so special!!! thank you with all my love!! thank you!!!

kairos was awesome!! i had fun... i ate so much... cried sooo much and love sOoOo much!!!

so woah... another month went by...

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 05:30:24 GMT

god damn... another month... october...

kairos like NOW...
my talk... well i apologize ahead of time...

uh... screw school... i'm done with it...

hope kairos i fun...

i love olivia...

omg... what the everyone on myspace!

jesus christ... i haven't updated in a LONG time...

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 05:18:30 GMT

so schools steadily going along... thats good...
i have strep throat right now, but it doesn't stop me from talking... man, i don't know what will!!
uh... i'm having too much fun! haha! way too much fun!
OH!!!!!!!!! i quit the rectory! i'm gone! finito! finished with all the drama! i work at sloan's cleaners now in west la only on saturdays (if anyone wanted to visit me! haha)
stuff happens... but i forget to update! haha! who cares about what happens in my life anyway! haha!

back to school...

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 23:17:31 GMT

holy christ i'm in school!!! seniors!!!!

i so need to get adjusted!!!

aren't these days sOoOoOo long!!!

whatever... 169 days till graduation!

oh yeah i have a journal... olympics... YEAH!

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 21:53:40 GMT

OLYMPIC MEDAL COUNT
GOLD SILVER BRONZE TOTAL
United States 34 38 28 100
Russia 23 26 35 84
China 31 17 14 62
Australia 17 16 16 49
Germany 14 15 18 47

ha ha ha!!! in your face world!!!! USA USA USA!!!
just kidding... but we kick ass!!!

hey i have a question...

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 05:25:26 GMT

to ramona ladies...

i was wondering how you guys felt about wearing dresses at graduation. i know its a ramona tradition dating 500 years but i think that it costs less and you know that NOT EVERYONE including me will not look nice on everyone... come on... besides if we were at a co-ed they would never make us wear a dress. they say it's a ramona graduation to wear dresses but its a tradition everywhere to wear cap and gowns. please comment and let me know what you think.

thanks!!! :)

holy crap... where has summer gone!?!?!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 19:51:45 GMT

wow... coolio... summer has been tremendously fun, but has gone by so fast!!! shit... i barely did anything on my list! i have so much reading to do!! AHHHH!!!!
haha... i don't care! not right now!! having too much fun!!!!

marie... CALL ME!!!!! we must do something before summer slips through our fingers!!!!!

oh i guess i'm a cool girl now... hah!

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 18:35:18 GMT

damn... i haven't been home all week!!! woo!
monday- mountains! (hiking, kickball, much fun!)
tuesday- farenheit 911!!!!!! (oh shit... please please please just say no to bush!!! ) and like a half hour of spiderman!
wednesday- downtown long beach! muy mod!
thursday- dodgeball!!! muy funny!
friday- norms and more on tati and nick!

oh damn... fun-filled week!!! yay!

oh i have a joke...

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 08:38:25 GMT

what do you call a mexican baptism?
BEAN DIP!!!

oh one more...
what do you call a mexican rolling in sand?
A CHURRO!

hahahaha...

weekend was fun!

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 08:34:15 GMT

tatiana's party was muy fun!!!!!!!
happy times! (dude... i drank in total 7 drinks, milagro! i'm walking on the wild side! muahahaha)
sleptover... went to sleep at 4:30 woke up at 12 haha!
then went out with the rodriguez bros! who would have thought! golf and stuff... also muy fun!
omg... TATI AND NICK TATI AND NICK!!! awwwww! its beautiful!

dedicated to tati and nico! oh so cute!

hahaha!

these are my gods!!!!!!!

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 22:19:32 GMT

i'm not worthy!!! i am not worthy!

*swoons for the lead singer* hahaha!

look what boredom, insomnia, and a digital camera can do to you...

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 09:25:42 GMT

that's me...

more me...

giving you some l.o.v.e.!!!!!!

dude...

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 02:52:22 GMT

my journal is looking mighty mighty emo these days... dude... life isn't bad at all... all this time has just left me to think...

but other than the fact that i can't find my cat (please pray)...

i have done... NOTHING!!!!
and that is a very good thing my friends!!!!

a very emo post...

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 02:35:43 GMT

yes people, my very emo side wishes to speak today, if you don't wanna read emo mush, you may just skim along, my feelings will not be hurt...

okay... i miss carlos, carlos daniel alvarenga... one of my very best friends in the world, well i guess, used to be... where is he? i wouldn't know... it has know been hmm... 9 months since i've seen/talked to him. jesus christ... summer is supposed to be our time, our damn busy schedules always leave us to wrapped up to hang out during the year, but summer is always ours. dammit... i came so close to calling him the other day. i wanted him to come to my sisters party... but i was like "why should i? he's the one who didn't give a fuck to call me?" damn my pride... i don't know... i just want it to end... i mean dammit... we were so close and damn junior year... i'm such a shmuck... if only we weren't so busy! i don't know... he made me laugh... i made him laugh... i got him and he got me... i had some horrible times together and some AWESOME times together... but we got through them... why can't we get through this... i mean we had plans, we were supposed to live together (platonicly) while he studied and trained as a police officer and i studied to be a doctor... holy crap... i just wanna be friends with him. i wonder if he ever thinks of me... i doubt it... oh well... i just wanna talk to him... that's all... man i'm emo...

summer in a nut shell...

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 00:12:32 GMT

craZylauRa 219: what's up
craZylauRa 219: hows your summer coming along?
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: not much
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: been crazy
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: been busy
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: been lots of fun
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: for the whole family
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: n u?
craZylauRa 219: grooves!
craZylauRa 219: uh
craZylauRa 219: its been okay
craZylauRa 219: cleaning
craZylauRa 219: and working
craZylauRa 219: and SLEEPING
craZylauRa 219: and partying
MzJaksonifuNaSTi: that's cool

that's pretty much it...
i'm bored without tanya... and i do miss marie olivia and justine and others of course!
party was fun! alex still looks as cute as ever!
sleepover with lauren fun times! "blame canada" haha! (lauren is "pinging" too much!!! jackie was supossed to show but she didn't cause she's a sucker!
hmm... this summer is coming along...

hey hey hey...

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 23:51:15 GMT

eveRyboDy...
mY sisTer's graDuaTion paRty aT mY houSe!!! saTurDay...

comment for details!!!!!